Planting Gardens in Graves III by r.h. Sin

Author:r.h. Sin
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Andrews McMeel Publishing
Published: 2018-10-11T19:18:15+00:00

there is struggle

there is confusion

there is grief

the girls who read.

i know that you sit weary

next to the window

listening to the rain

reading books about how

you’d wish your life was

daydreaming about being

the type of girl

that poets write about

trying to escape the madness

that has become your life

i wrote this about you

deep and dire.

my mornings are swollen

bruised by my insomnia

made weak by my restlessness

the struggle of finding sleep

while nursing these emotional wounds

it pains me.

the painful reality

of being stuck in a place

beside a stranger

who used to feel

like love

just some.

some people

are versions of hell

we never thought

we’d experience

5:07 a.m.

go slowly

be patient

with the woman

who is used to heartbreak

5:08 a.m.

let pain teach you

if it hurts

it’s a lesson

5:09 a.m.

weakness

no longer knows

her name

5:10 a.m.

look deep within yourself

for any and everything

you’ve been missing

5:11 a.m.

i stopped holding on to you

i am in desperate need of myself

5:13 a.m.

the flowers in my garden

envy women like you

5:14 a.m.

bury your past like seeds

grow a new garden

with deeper roots

and stronger roses

hear her.

a woman naked

bare to the world

covered in stories

worth reading out loud

worth listening to

5:17 a.m.

do not give your whole

to those who are only willing

to love you half the time

the root of it all.

they only see your flower

and so they compliment

the surface

but i admire your roots

5:20 a.m.

stop

allow no one the option

of treating you like a secret

do you not realize

that a heart like yours

should be loved out loud

in front of the world

to see

13 hours ago.

look deep within your own heart

for everything you are missing

shipwreck.

you can’t keep

what shouldn’t stay

you can’t anchor

a shipwreck

beauty still remains.

she is full of wounds

riddled with scars

but she is still standing

and she is still beautiful

vowing unhappiness.

you know what saddens my soul

watching people remain in chains

to a mate who is no longer willing

to appreciate their love

two people who took vows

that are no longer meaningful

while only holding on to each other

because divorce is too expensive

this is not love, it’s prison

where i hid.

you helped me get lost

you were once

my favorite hiding place

6:25 p.m.

struggling to be sober

i am almost clean of you

6:27 p.m.

you were winter

when i preferred warmth

6:29 p.m.

if bruises could speak

they’d tell stories

of pain inflicted

by those who pretended

to love us

just thinking.

i wish i could stretch

out time

and put more of you

in it

from mother.

she had her mother’s patience

the gift of understanding

the curse of holding on

too long

to someone like you.

this is for the girls

who remain quiet

hurting in silence

screaming without words

i feel you

i see you

i hear you

forecast.

chase the storm

inside her soul

that emptiness.

i was drowning

in the echo

of your empty

promises

a home in you.

i just wanted you

to speak to me

for so long

your voice felt like home

6:36 p.m.

perhaps my love story

no longer exists in you

near the moon.

of all the stars

sitting in the night sky

you are the brightest

do not hide your light

inside.

she carries the future

in her womb

21st day of January.

encouraging women

is not the equivalent

of hating men

6:55 p.m.

the part of me

that continued

chasing you

has decided

to walk away

toward something

better

7:01 p.m.

all this time

i’ve been searching

for someone

who would accept

and appreciate my flaws

each of you.

every woman

has a story within her

too big for the mind

of weak men

to comprehend

7:55 p.m.

let him miss you

let him regret

forcing you away

let him see you happy

but never let him back in

7:57 p.m.

her

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